I Am Alive

Hello world. I would like to say I am deeply sorry for not keeping you up to date on my life for the past 12 days! You probably thought I died, but here I am very much alive. Well, I will fill you in on all the adventurous/dangerous/awesome things I have been doing.

I am sad, and somewhat overjoyed to say that I will not be running the half anymore. When Rosemary tried to register us, it was full. But, it was beginning to be overwhelming trying to balance school, running, babysitting, homework, and still having a life. So that half marathon is still on my bucket list. Hopefully, I will check that off in the next year.

What else have I been doing?

I have been babysitting like it is my job... because I am only 15 it is the only one I can get.

My obsession with Cam has upped. I did not thing that was possible, but I was wrong.

Christmas was super ballin. My favorite things would most definitely be my cookbook, apron, and ring. My cookbook is filled with super yummy things I will be whipping up in the future. So if you want something super yummy hit me up. My apron is the cutest thing in the world, and I will wear it when I am making super yummy things. Finally, a beautiful ring my parents gave me. I love it, and will be wearing it a ton.

Well, now you know what kinds of amazing events have been taking place in my life, and have the reassurance that I am still alive. Merry Christmas to all, and to all goodnight.

War Eagle

I Lied

I'm back. I said I would not be blogging until Thursday, but oh well!

Someone in Rhode Island hacked my Facebook... not cool. Facebook made me to some thing and like answer questions because some Lame McLameface in Rhode Island was being lame.

With that out of the way I would like to say I LOVE CAM. I would give up my foot to meet him. If I do meet him he will totally love me and be like ahh Caroline WILL YOU MARRY ME?!!?? I will say HECK YEAH and we will happy ever after. It will be great.

I'm off to bake Christmas cookies!

War Eagle!

Old Hair and Candles...

Old Hair
I want my old hair back. I do not like it this color. I want it back to whatever weird shade of brownish-not-really-blonde-but-not-too-dark-light-brown I was born with.

Candles
That pumpkin spice candle I said I could not smell the other day is all burned up. (a moment of silence for the best smelling candle in the world) A new candle has come into my life. It is an oatmeal cookie candle. It smells like super yummyness in hot wax form.

Well I am running out of things to blog about. I think I will just wait until after I have failed all my exams to blog again. Then, I will have something to talk about.

War Eagle

7:41 PM

I am sick. Poop. I hate being sick. It's just a cold. Even though I will get better in like 2 days I still feel like I will never have a nose again. SNIFFFFFFFFFFF. That's what I just did. Yum. Okay sorry about that. I am just really sad because I cannot smell the pumpkin spice candle in out kitchen. It smells like Thanksgiving in candle form. Well, it is not late but I took night time cold medicine sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo I am going to sleep.

Those "oooooo"s weren't necessary. I just felt like it.

War Eagle

Packed House

I would like to off by saying I have 1037 views! HURRAY!

Tonight was the opening night of the show REWIND. It was amazing!! Every seat on the floor was taken. We all pulled it together, and made it work. I am so proud of the cast for all our hard work. Come see the show tomorrow at 1!

War Eagle

Almost 1000

I have become very obsessed with the "stats" on my blog. I checked them and I have 985 views!

When I get to 1000 I will bake the whole world cookies in celebration...maybe.

War Eagle

My Childhood is Healed!

When I got home from babysitting, I began looking around for something to eat, because I was hungry. I looked in the pantry, and I did not see anything I wanted. So, I looked in the fridge; likewise. I looked in the freezer, and there they were... Pause for a second. If you read my blog a lot you know my mother neglected to buy me Halloween Place n Bake Cat Cookies. Then she crushed all my childhood by buying them for my 11 year old sister. So, for those who did not know that, now you know. Well, in front my big brown eyes were Christmas tree, reindeer, and Santa Clause Place and Bake Cookies! Knowing that my mother had already ripped out my heart about a month and half ago, I knew not to be so sure. She either A. wanted to butter me up, B. got them for Virginia again, or C. she really loves me. I was kind of thinking B. With all 3 packages in hand, I marched back to my mom's room and said, "Tell me what I want to hear, or I'm moving to Memom’s (my grandmother)." My mother answered, "Those are for you!” WHAT?! She really does love me after all! She did not just get 1 package, but 3!! That definitely healed my little crushed childhood. So, this Christmas I will be enjoying Christmas tree, reindeer, and Santa Clause Place n Bake Cookies. It will be great!

War Eagle

Woops

My mom said I was not being a good sport (I would like to add this was via facebook). I guess I agree.
Alabama tried...they just forgot there was a 2nd half in a football game.

War Eagle

Rammer Jammer

WARRRRR EAGLE!! HEY!

Today was the best day of my life. I have never been more excited to yell "RAMMER JAMMER YELLOW HAMMER GO TO HELL ALABAMA!" in my life. Doing it in Bryant-Denny made it all the more better. After the game my dad and I yelled "WAR EAGLE" for about 30 straight minutes at Bama fans. It was AUsome. My favorite was when I yelled and this guy flicked me off. I proceeded to yell back "You are right we are #1" yeah, he put his finger down. Before we left I got into screaming fights with 3 other ladies. It was great. After we left, we waited on the players to get out of the locker room. I saw Cam for like .2 seconds. Over all it was the BEST DAY EVER.

On the agenda for Auburn.
-Atlanta
-New York
-Glendale

Thanksgiving Break Thus Far

So far my Thanksgiving break has been tremendously superb!

On Wednesday I went to a birthday brunch for a friend, and took gorgeous pictures of my beautiful friends. The pictures turned out really well. Click right here to see all of them. This one was my favorite.

Today I had Thanksgiving with my family of course. I went to Florence, Alabama; I ate good food, and had the most delicious sweet potatoes ever made on earth. After I stuffed my face like it was my job, my Uncle Steve took some of us to go see the lions at UNA. They were so cute and HUGE. It made me want one for a pet really bad. We went back to my Jobaby and Uncle Bob's house to say goodbye, and then we went back to the Ham.

What made today a really awesome Thanksgiving was finding out I get to go to the Iron Bowl!!! I am pumped. Other exciting news is I inspired Darby and Kaitlin to get blogs! Hurray for blogging!

War Eagle

REWIND

Hola! Just kidding I hate Spanish ... Hello! My dear blog readers, if you would like to have a great night filled with music, dancing, dancing to music, and a goody bag filled with money and TVs, then come to Briarwood Christian School's drama department's production of REWIND! This is a music review filled with songs from the 1930s to 2010. It will be a wonderful show! Tickets go on sale next week, and the show is December 3rd and 4th.

War Eagle

Way Too Long

My sixteenth birthday is right around the corner! That is if right around the corner did not mean soon. My sixteenth birthday is really 27 blocks away. I will be driving with a parent or legal guardian for another 8 months and 25 days. Wonderful.

War Eagle

Auburn=Life

Virginia- Dad, what would we be if we weren't Auburn fans?
Dad- ...Dead.

Needless to say, my family has a passion for Auburn. I am quite proud of it.

War Eagle

Thanksgiving

Thanksgiving is exactly 12 days away. My friends and I decided that was too long of a wait for super delicious food. Instead of wasting all that time waiting on all that goodness, we had our very own Thanksgiving dinner tonight at my house. It was wonderful! We had turkey, dressing, green bean casserole, hashbrown casserole, sweet potato casserole, baked apples, salad, mac n cheese, roles, cake, pie, brownies, and of course sweet tea. It was hands down the best meal I think I have ever had. I am so glad my friends and I did this!

Our Thanksgiving dinner made me think about how thankful I am for my friends. I cannot imagine my life without them. They are so sweet, and truly a gift from God!

War Eagle

My Weekend In Auburn

This weekend I went to Auburn's homecoming game and spent the night with my sister for the first time. If someone tells you I was partying hard and being cray-cray, that would be a lie, making them a liar.

I went to the game it was fun, but uber cold. After, I went to an Alpha Gam tailgate with my family. When the tailgate was over I went back to Keller Hall where I would be spending the night. Not long after seeing Rosemary's newly rearranged room we received the most glorious news, LSU won! In celebration we took naps. When we got up, Rosemary, me, and a few other girls watched Mean Girls (Rosemary had never seen it. Her life was changed). Then we went back to sleep. I awoke to the sun in my eyes, and the sound of Leigh Ann jumping off her bunk bed. Rosemary and I went to church at Plains, and had lunch at Pita Pit. It was yummy. When we went back to her dorm room I made coffee, spilled it on myself, and snuggled with Katie Eagerton. Before it was time to go I flaunted my onesie. It is super cute because it has Hello Kitties on it. It was a hit. By that time my mom was there to take me to a baby shower then it was back to the ham.

Even though Rosemary and I did not do a lot this weekend, it made me miss her being at home. I had fun and want to go back. Now that I am at home I am sleepy, I do not want to do homework, and I want to be in college.

War Eagle

Tired

I am tired. I am tired of waking up early, going to bed late, writing papers, learning a different language, dealing with non intelligent people, dress code, having a fading watch tan, and anticipating Harry Potter 7 part 1.When is summer?
I want to have fun, wake up late, see my friends, wear a tshirt and shorts, see Harry Potter 7 part 2, get an unbelievable watch tan, and a chaco tan to match. That is all.

War Eagle

It has been a While

I feel like my blog is not fulfilling its name. The name of my blog is Change, and it is supposed to be about the change that is going on in my life. For example, my sister moving to Auburn.  It has been a while since I blogged about any change. Well, this post will help reconnect my blog and its given name.

For starters, I will not be running in the Mercedes Half Marathon, but now the Seaside Half Marathon. A big change is I dyed my hair. It is dark brown now... I do not really know how I feel about it. I like it, but then I do not. I have not decided whether that was a good change. But, a good change is the seasons. I love fall! Another change is my hatred towards school has increased immensely. I want to be done with high school more than I want my right arm (by the way that is a lot). Lastly, my life aspiration has changed. It is now to meet Cam Newton. It is a good goal that I intend on somehow achieving.

War Eagle!

Oh! I almost forgot. One thing that has not changed ... I am still the 3 child who does not get the cookies she wants.

Coming to an End

I am actually sad to say that my first ever cross country season is coming to an end. This Saturday is my last meet. I will not miss running a billion miles every day, or waking up way too early every weekend to run 3.1 miles. For real, 3 is enough the .1 is just mean.

For some reason I will miss being a JV cross country runner... until next year that is.

Mercedes Half Marathon

For the few who stalk my blog, in 124 short days I will be running in the Mercedes Half Marathon. So, here is to the beginning of a hard 124 days.

MLIA

My sister and I went shopping yesterday. Although we are 2 years apart, we look exactly alike. We did not realize until after we had reached the summit, and gone to 2 stores, that we were matching all the way down to our shoes. We looked like high school age twins that still dress the same. MLIA

But what made yesterday a little less average was finding out my 11 year old sister flushed an apple core down the toilet and broke it.

Being the 3rd Child

It was Wednesday afternoon, and I had just come home from cross country practice. I came in the kitchen to find a snack that would hold me over until dinner. I looked in the pantry, but there was nothing good. I looked in the fridge then out of habit opened the freezer. While looking past the frozen pees, something caught my eye; a little blue box. This little blue box started to bring back memories. I was 5 again, and in the grocery store with my mom. I reached for the Pillsbury Place n Bake Halloween Cat Cookies and said "Can I please get these?" and of course my mom said "not today." This little blue box in my freezer was in fact the Pillsbury Place n Bake Halloween Cat Cookies I had asked for every time I went to the grocery store, and every time she said "not today". I could not believe my eyes; the 5 year old inside of me was overjoyed. I turned to my mom and asked "Why did you get these?! Do you love me?!" and she replied, "Oh, your little sister wanted those today when we were at Publix." After all the times I asked, she got them for my 11 year old sister...

As insignificant as that story may be, it describes what it is like to be the 3rd child; not fair, not fun, and your little sister will get the cookies of your childhood.

Auburn

Hello, my fellow blog readers. I have decided today's post will not be about how much I hate cross country, or even school for that matter, but how much I love Auburn. I was born a fan, I will die a fan, and every day in between I will be a fan. War eagle to that.

Tuesday

     Today was almost like every other Tuesday. I got up, got ready, went to school, prayed that I would make it to third period, had lunch, and the rest of the school day kind of blurred together. What made this Tuesday so completely different was the cross country meet that I had to face.
     After school, I made my way to the trail wishing that John Carrol's runners wouldn't show up. Of course, they did, and it was time for the race to start. We got in our places as the Silver Fox gave us the instuctions we had all heard before. GO! The race began, and we all took off. I went past all the cheering parents, and as I made my way to the woods, I began to questioned myself. WHY AM I DOING THIS AGAIN? I slowed my run to a trott, and just prayed it would be over soon. Slowly, but surely, I made it back to the field where parents cheered, and awkward John Carrol boys halfway clapped to be nice. I was so happy to be there, then I remembered, I had another lap.
    Lap two was just as bad as lap one. It was filled with thoughts of how good it would feel to finish, how much I wanted to quit, and what type of excuse I could use to get out of the next meet. THEN it happened. The trail was ending, and all that was left was the field. I ran across the field to the finish line as the Silver Fox called out my time in disgust. I did not care because I was done, that is all that mattered.
    Well, I guess that is all that made my Tueday such an abnormal Tuesday. There wasn't much of a point to that story, it was just for the sake of telling people that cross country sucks, and no one should ever do it if they want to keep there sanity. I haven't figured out why I am doing it, but I know somewhere down the road I will be glad I did...yeah SIKE.

Unintentional

I was messing around with my camera a few days ago just trying to figure some things out. I was taking pictures of walls, doors, etcetera, etcetera. When I was playing with the exposure I took this, not intending on keeping it. Well, I liked it, so I kept it...and put it on my blog...

Average

Mehh. That is the word to describe my first day of school. The bad did not outweigh the good, and the good did not outweigh the bad. Really, it all began the night before school started. I picked out at least 872 outfits until I found the "perfect" one, then I picked a different one, and stuck with it. The next morning I forced my self out of bed at 5:40 to get ready. I got to first period, it went well, then came second... Let's just say I signed up for drop add before I even went to that class. Spanish was next, then lunch rolled around, now it was time for math. My math teacher is awesome to say the least! English was 5th, it was ok. Bible was hilarious, and history went surprisingly well. FINALLY, it came; the most wonderful noise I have ever heard!! The 2:40 bell came like music to my ears. My first day of 10th grade was over. I went to cross country (this is when you stop and reread that part and laugh because yes, I am really doing cross country) after school; did horrible and went home. In the end I was extremely upset that summer had truly ended, but glad to be back with my friends again. So, I guess that makes my whole first day just...average.

23 Hours

Yes, that is how many hours until my birthday. The day that marks not being 16. Awesome.

about to be lamer, or more lame

It is Friday the 13th, and yet another 2 of my friends turn 16. I told them "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!" on Facebook while sitting on my bed reading...The State of Alabama Driver's Manual. Not only was this book written to make 8th graders feel really cool about being able to drive with their mom soon. It was written for people like me, who will be a Sophomore in 4 days but have not turned 15. Yep, that's right, for the next 3 days I am a 14 year old. BUT in 3 days I should get legally certified to be stuck in the car with my parents for another year. Awesome.

Procrastination

Ahhh it is 9:28 and there are lots of things for me to do. Number one on my list pack, number two clean up my room, finally, number three put away the laundry that I hid in my closet about 3 weeks ago. These are the things that need to get done before I leave 6:30 a.m. and sit in a car for 7 hours. ( I will be sitting because for the next 8 days I am still 14 years old.) Instead of doing numbers one, two, and three I am sitting on my bed doing a little facebook stalking, skyping, and texting. BUT the genius in me has a great plan. This plan is sitting on my bedside table and it is what I like to call COFFEE. It is like the fix all for procrastination. I will waste my time doing what I want until I get bored then coffee kicks in and I will want to do numbers one, two, maybe three. It is such a good plan! Well now I am bored of this and I am going to do number one, maybe two, probably not three.

a new way of living

Things at the Jager house will be different and much quieter until next summer. The chair two up and to the right of me will be empty at dinner time. I will not have someone to argue with about who really made us late to church. At 1 a.m. I will not see light coming from down the hall because she fell asleep with it on again. It is not the same, but there are other things to look forward to like... taking more trips to Auburn! Right now not much sound better than going to an Auburn game, or staying up too late, or falling asleep on a cramped dorm room floor. So maybe out of all the stress, lack of sleep, and crying today God has blessed me with a new way to make memories with the ones I love most.